You, Me, Them, We

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 25, 2009, 9:31 PM

_{About a month or two ago, i discovered this journal by ~Amertie.
[link]

And i couldn't stop thinking about it.

So i decided to try it for myself. It took a few tries, but in the end it's a strangely freeing exercise.

These are directed at ten different people in (and out) of my life who are very, very special to me. It is meant to be anonymous and possibly ambiguous; that's part of what makes it such a strangely freeing exercise.

i recommend it for everyone; it kind of opens your eyes to things about yourself, too..

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I. You are one of the few people in the world who can drive me banana sandwich one moment, and then the next moment have me laughing like an insane person.
Someday, i will find the courage to tell you how much i've come to look up to you.
i crazy love you, you know.

II. i don't think i've ever before come to adore someone so completely or so quickly. You are one of those instant soulmates, those people with whom you can't help but find a deep connection..
And someday i will wrap my arms all around you and give you the hug of your life.

III. Life had a funny way of finally throwing us together; but you will always and forever remain one of my absolute dearest friends--no matter how near or far you are, in time or space.
Thank you for listening to me so beautifully when i needed you.

IV. i wish you would step outside of yourself and realize that actions have consequences--big, real consequences, even if you can't see them at first.
i always have and always will love you, but it hurts me to watch you hurt your future self.

V. Someday, you will know that you are the most vividly free and colorful and delightfully inspirational person i have ever had the pleasure of coming across.
You make me want to live life in ways life has never before been lived.

VI. Your mind is even farther in the clouds than mine is, and i completely adore you for it. Many people have a hard time understanding you, and that hurts you.. But i like to think that i understand you.
You just want what is wonderful, and there is nothing wrong with that.

VII. i wish i knew what to say to you anymore.
But.. i don't know what it is about you (or maybe it's just me), but i simply can't let you go. Not yet.
i miss you.
And i wish you cared more.

VIII. i never stopped loving you, you know.. At least as a friend. i hope you know that, and that you have somehow found a way to forgive yourself for what you did to me.
i forgave you long before you even thought you needed forgiveness.

IX. You are now one of the happiest people i know, and i couldn't be happier for you.
You give me hope.. Hope for myself, someday. Hold on to what you have, hold tight--but please find it in yourself to be patient.

X. If you weren't so endlessly merciful, i would be truly lost.. i could never, ever thank you or love you nearly enough.
Thank you for being you, always and forever.

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Oh, and thank you so much to =blissart for this lovely CSS.

i don't really know why it's taken me so long to try this pretty journal thing.
i like it.

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i like you.
Yeah, you.

Journal Design & CSS by =blissart}

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*SM-Photography Mar 25, 2009, 9:41:46 PM

I think I've seen something like that! It's fun to read them...not knowing who ANY of them are addressed to.

[Did I word that right? Haha. I was screaming and going crazy today after church....I might be slightly losing it.

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I might try this journal (when I can think properly!)

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^{sm|photography}

You are my sunshine.

^{I trust in the Lord.}

~lovelyloon Mar 25, 2009, 10:32:53 PM

_{Goodness, Fanny, what on Earth is going on up there?

!}

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_{You.
Yes, you.}

*SM-Photography Mar 25, 2009, 11:28:49 PM

Haha!! OMYGOSH. I listened to "Alright" by MercyMe and am ADDICTED!! The ending is the BEST part.
But it makes me wanna dance so bad! While washing my face a few minutes ago, I had my mp3 player and while waiting 10 min. for my refining mask, I was dancing to the song and listened to it about 5 times, and am listening to it right now!! HAAHA!!!

OH MY WOW.
GOD is awesome, YA KNOW!?? I'm so excited!!!!!!! xD

Hahaha.......

AND... MercyMe will be at the concert in Fresno on Sunday (I told Keri about this). So if they play this song (which they better!) I'm SO going to scream!! LIKE HECKA SCREAM! AND in Steven's EAR. I'll be like "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Sorry.

I LOVE YOU, OREO.

I should sleep, but I wanted to get online to put that song on my page on MySpace..

Anyway!!

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^{sm|photography}

You are my sunshine.

^{I trust in the Lord.}

~FramedThief Mar 26, 2009, 4:41:26 AM

_{I know which one I ammm.

Love you lots and lots, Lori.}

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_{I'm funky, not a junkie, but I know where to get it.}

~ardunt Mar 26, 2009, 6:21:32 AM

Lovely CSS and great journal too in its annonimous revealing.

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“When you soar like an eagle, you attract the hunters.”
~ Milton S. Gould ~

`radioPooh Mar 26, 2009, 1:51:59 PM

shucks mam .. I had no idea you felt that way about me

grin .. i'm just kidding

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So what if i'm a boy who likes to play with dolls / That does not make me Gay It makes me God

~fudging Mar 26, 2009, 4:13:24 PM

I can guess three of them.
If I'm up there at all I'd like to think I'm 5 or 9, all I know for sure is I'm absolutely not 10 ;D

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